You were my 11:11 wish, now you keep me awake all night crying.
Damn the male species.
Monday, September 6, 2010
Save Me, I'm Drowning
I hate it but I love it.
He makes me feel fantastic. I know he cares about me, so why does it seem to me that I'm nothing more than a friend to him? I love the way I feel around him, when it's just us, sitting there, talking, playing Halo, whatever. I just feel like he doesn't want me to be close to him anymore. Like he's hinting to me that he's through with me. I feel like all I do is get on his nerves. I'm just one more thing to have to fuss over. He just moved here, he feels like he's got better things to worry about than the girl he met in FYE at the mall who worries about everything. I'm a nuisance. I'm an irritant. I'm boring. I'm not worth his time.
I just wonder if I should put him out of his misery and end it all now.
I can feel it in my gut; he doesn't want me here anymore.
He makes me feel fantastic. I know he cares about me, so why does it seem to me that I'm nothing more than a friend to him? I love the way I feel around him, when it's just us, sitting there, talking, playing Halo, whatever. I just feel like he doesn't want me to be close to him anymore. Like he's hinting to me that he's through with me. I feel like all I do is get on his nerves. I'm just one more thing to have to fuss over. He just moved here, he feels like he's got better things to worry about than the girl he met in FYE at the mall who worries about everything. I'm a nuisance. I'm an irritant. I'm boring. I'm not worth his time.
I just wonder if I should put him out of his misery and end it all now.
I can feel it in my gut; he doesn't want me here anymore.
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Pointless Typing at 11:45
It's almost midnight, and while I was freakishly tired like, 20 minuites ago, I'm not now.
Odd, isn't it?
Odd, isn't it?
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