Monday, September 6, 2010

The End of Another Love Song

You were my 11:11 wish, now you keep me awake all night crying.

Damn the male species.

Save Me, I'm Drowning

I hate it but I love it.

He makes me feel fantastic. I know he cares about me, so why does it seem to me that I'm nothing more than a friend to him? I love the way I feel around him, when it's just us, sitting there, talking, playing Halo, whatever. I just feel like he doesn't want me to be close to him anymore. Like he's hinting to me that he's through with me. I feel like all I do is get on his nerves. I'm just one more thing to have to fuss over. He just moved here, he feels like he's got better things to worry about than the girl he met in FYE at the mall who worries about everything. I'm a nuisance. I'm an irritant. I'm boring. I'm not worth his time.

I just wonder if I should put him out of his misery and end it all now.

I can feel it in my gut; he doesn't want me here anymore.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Confessions of a Self-Concious Teen #15;

No matter how many times you tell me that I look good, I'm still going to think "If I can loose 20 more pounds..."

Saturday, July 24, 2010

So, I finnally work up the courage to stand up for myself, and I'm the bad guy. What. The. Fuck.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

My phone hates me right now...

I'm trying to talk to Zach and it turns off like, 4 times in a row... grrr....

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Hey, I just fixed up Blogger with my phone.

Testing. :P

Pointless Typing at 11:45

It's almost midnight, and while I was freakishly tired like, 20 minuites ago, I'm not now.
Odd, isn't it?