My High is Over

My high is over.
Didn't get to round two interviews at Gatton.
Don't talk to me.

Don't Stop Me Now

Haha, look out world, I'm on the roads.
Got my permit today, and dad's going to take me around the neigborhood when he gets home.
All in all, life is good.

Edit: Finished a new video on my youtube. Look it up, people!

Zombie Shots

I've noticed that in almost all pictures taken of me lately, I look like a zombie. While some might be attracted to this zombie image, I am not. Can't wait for summer so I can go to Cape San Blas and get my tan on. I'm tired of gray skin. :/

My Annual Valentine's Day Rant

I know you guys are sick of hearing me rant 24/7, but oh well. You're going to hear it again...
Valentine's Day = Singles Awareness Day.
Because on this day, if you are single, you will be made painfully aware of it.
*raises hand*
That would be me.
I seem to be perpetually single, did anyone ever notice that?
And it's not like I really want a boyfriend (which is what most people seem to think), because I don't. I don't want some guy tying me down, trying to get all snuggly and junk.
*yuck*
I like being by myself. It's how I've always been.
(I might just be scared to get too close to anyone.... Ever thought of that?)
I guess all I really need is to know that somewhere out there, someone cares about me. But you know what? I can't accept that either. I don't see how anyone could love me. I'm not attractive at all, I'm a total braniac (which no one likes, btw): I'm just plain odd.
I might change my last name to that... Odd. Paige Odd. Sounds about right, doesn't it?
Even when people at church or whatever say stuff like "Jesus loves you!" or "God loves you!" I don't believe it. I don't see how anyone on this Earth or off it could ever love someone like me 100% unconditionally. I believe that God is out there and he has a purpose for us, but I'm not really sure on all the other points, you know?
Maybe I just need to look around more...

You Know Who You Are

Will people please stop telling me what I shouldn't do when they don't even really know me?! Seriously, kiddo. You've just torn my heart out! You don't really know me; you find out that I don't like me and you're all like "Well, change then." That's not how it works. I can't change how I look, my personality... It's not like I can turn into a different person over night. if it was just one thing, I could do that. But it's not, so leave me the hell alone!

Too Shy To Scream

But I'm going to anyways.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
I just got in my tickets to AFI's Nashville show!! But, I didn't even know they were coming, so it was a total surprise. It's part of my belated birthday present from my uncle.
He's taking me to see AFI!!!
And even better, I get to miss school to do it.
I love being me sometimes.
Today was crap on a bun, so this just made it all worthwhile!

P.S. Look forward to some awesome shizz as Panduh and I are BOTH going!