My Annual Valentine's Day Rant

I know you guys are sick of hearing me rant 24/7, but oh well. You're going to hear it again...
Valentine's Day = Singles Awareness Day.
Because on this day, if you are single, you will be made painfully aware of it.
*raises hand*
That would be me.
I seem to be perpetually single, did anyone ever notice that?
And it's not like I really want a boyfriend (which is what most people seem to think), because I don't. I don't want some guy tying me down, trying to get all snuggly and junk.
*yuck*
I like being by myself. It's how I've always been.
(I might just be scared to get too close to anyone.... Ever thought of that?)
I guess all I really need is to know that somewhere out there, someone cares about me. But you know what? I can't accept that either. I don't see how anyone could love me. I'm not attractive at all, I'm a total braniac (which no one likes, btw): I'm just plain odd.
I might change my last name to that... Odd. Paige Odd. Sounds about right, doesn't it?
Even when people at church or whatever say stuff like "Jesus loves you!" or "God loves you!" I don't believe it. I don't see how anyone on this Earth or off it could ever love someone like me 100% unconditionally. I believe that God is out there and he has a purpose for us, but I'm not really sure on all the other points, you know?
Maybe I just need to look around more...