I hate it but I love it.
He makes me feel fantastic. I know he cares about me, so why does it seem to me that I'm nothing more than a friend to him? I love the way I feel around him, when it's just us, sitting there, talking, playing Halo, whatever. I just feel like he doesn't want me to be close to him anymore. Like he's hinting to me that he's through with me. I feel like all I do is get on his nerves. I'm just one more thing to have to fuss over. He just moved here, he feels like he's got better things to worry about than the girl he met in FYE at the mall who worries about everything. I'm a nuisance. I'm an irritant. I'm boring. I'm not worth his time.
I just wonder if I should put him out of his misery and end it all now.
I can feel it in my gut; he doesn't want me here anymore.
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