I'm An Idiot

Restating the above title; I'm a freaking idiot... I hate how as soon as I start to think I'm getting somewhere with this kid, he stabs me in the face. You think I would learn, but no... I have to be stupid as hell about this one boy... Does everyone do this at some point or am I the only one who really likes the kid who keeps making me feel like shit and rejecting the one who makes me feel like I'm worth something in this world?